What's in my mind

A friend always said to me
Everything happened for a reason

For the past few days
I feel that everything including people
turning C O M P L I C A T E D

The more you know about things
the more you are making yourself stressful
Because the things you know
you have to pretend that you not knowing anything
in front of your friends

I don't understand
why people just cant to be honest to each other
I don't understand
why people like to blame on others when comes to a situation that is right/ wrong
There are so many don't understand in my mind right now
which I hardly can use words to write in here

I learned this,
No matter how much you love the person
without honesty
it will never have a good ending

Ages

Been so long I have abundant this friend here


Start with this:

Life - Was going through ups and downs for the past few months but things getting on track slowly. Appreciating the people around giving me hands when I fall. PTL! I believe in prayers and I know God always place those people to me and help me. *heart*

Work - is alright. Getting very busy though. Working different shifts every fortnight which cause me has some trouble in sleeps. Overall, still OK.

Family - They are the source that make me stand up again! No matter how bad the situation you are going through, family gives the the strength and go through with me. All I want to say is, I love them!

Relationship - Not thinkingtoo much about it as my main focus is on my career! Was a little into this friend of mine but.. Oh well, in my case. I never express this tiny bits of feeling to this friend, may be, may be I worried our friendship wouldn't be as close as before. At this point, I have decided to put an end to it. May be I just realised my feeling towards him in a wrong timing and too late. Well, I wish you well, My Friend!


May be that's all for today!

vampire diaries back to the season <3

Happy

Got my flip flap plant yesterday
Happy =)
Thanks Cindy xoxo

Jenabi successfully got his student exchange for next year
Congratz and will miss you dearly!
I have to start to do some research on
what-can-Priscilla-get-from-Poland
lol!
Guess what
I thought of doing some kind of budget for him
(as well for my pressie)
but then he said "Things over there VERY CHEAP one lo"
woooow!
*clap clap* ( which means I can get more stuffs!)
Below is the conversation he said to me
you guys now are my witness :p

: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
ok la
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
then remind me
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
reach there le
: : : Jnb : : : Die sent 10/13/2009 11:09 PM:
i buy u a pink cactus

*no pink cactus also have to find till u get it*

Gold Coast

Just back from Gold Coast

We are now no longer we were used to be

There is always someone replacing one each other

Now sad it is

when you think about it

=(

You there?

Pls do not grieve like the world is going to end

you should know

there are lots of unfortunate ppl out thr

whom are fighting so hard to live on!

Get a life DUDE

*recently like to use this word DUDE lol from Finding Nemo*

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I was so obsessed into Finding Nemo

recently in my *PMS* mood

been watching Finding Nemo

for endless times

Guess what

I still can get excited everytime

when the excited scene played

^^

Do you hear my heart beating?

Can you hear me?

Eagerly need to talk to someone recently

Where are you?

小太阳, 星星, 月亮

曾经的曾经

小太阳和星星是好夥伴

谈天说地。。彼此鼓励。。

渐渐地

小太阳发现自己对星星有种超越朋友的感觉

就在小太阳领悟时

却发现星星喜欢了月亮

遗憾。。

难怪小太阳不能和星星在同时出现

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